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The Greater Thing

(1954)*

Astounding – February 1954

Tom Godwin

 

 

 

 

 

The Thing in the City had an immense mass of

knowledge, and the immense power that stems

from vast knowledge. But—it lacked somthing

which, because it was lacking, it could not know

it lacked, until it engulfed the girl ...              

 

 

 

              The thing in the dead city was conceived the night the city died. It was created by chance, but unlike that first life on Earth, it was not mothered by the calm earth and water and fathered by the young sun. Its mother was the blasted, riven soil and the screaming winds of concussion, and its father was the fierce radiation of the shattered atomic pile.

 

              It began somewhere under the ruins and single-celled speck of protoplasm, insensate and without purpose, hardly more than a chemical change. But there was a difference—it grew. It grew, and the radiations hastened its evolution, contracting millennia into days. As it grew it changed from in parts. Parts of it died, unsuited for survival, while the remainder grew stronger and more complex. It acquired the first beginnings of intelligence, and its intelligence became greater as its body became more complex. It developed extensions that crept along the subterranean ruins the explored upward into the sunlight. It expanded, its blobs and webs reaching outward; constantly evolving until it could change form at will, and parts of it could separate from the whole for a while, then merge again with it.

 

              And it thought. At first its thoughts had been merely sensations; the awareness of itself, the will to live, the form of the shattered city. But as its physical body grew more complex, its thoughts became more complex. At last its blobs and webs reached throughout the city and it had attained physical maturity. It stopped growing and had nowhere to go and nothing to do—but think.

 

              It constructed a multitude of eyes and other organs to examine its world. It studied and learned, the laws of matter and energy. Its mind knew the secrets of the physical universe, but its great body knew only the city and it, alone, moved there.

 

              It studied the skeletal remains of the beings who had built the city and learned their physical structure. It studied their records and learned their way of life, but it could not understand. It knew only absolute logic; the precisely predictable, unvarying reactions of physical things. It could not understand how the builders of the city had thought, nor why they had destroyed themselves, and it wondered. It did not care, for it was as devoid of emotion as the physical things it knew so well. It merely wondered, and waited for the day these beings might come to it and enable it to learn the reasons for their actions.

 

              It waited patiently, for the problem was of only minor importance to it. It was fully aware of the power of the weapons that had destroyed the city, but it felt no fear of the coming of the beings who possessed these weapons. It knew that in its knowledge of physical forces it was invincible. It was neither vain nor proud, for such emotions do not spring from cold logic. It knew that it was invincible and, to it, the knowledge was no more than a commonplace fact.

 

              It realized its tremendous powers for destruction or construction, but it had no motive fore wither. It had but two instincts: the will to live, and the curiosity without which its great intelligence would have remained an unused, and useless, potential.

 

              It was fifteen years old when the first humans entered the city. It was telepathic and could read their thoughts but it could not comprehend the emotions that drove them. It learned that the first two were to die at the hands of the others who followed and its interest increased. But it was content to remain unseen and merely observe; it had no reason to interfere.

 

 

 

              The long ridge in the distance was sharp against the sunset's afterglow and Thorne waited, watching the saddle where their pursuers would cross—if they were as near as he feared.

 

              A black dot appeared in the saddle, tiny but distinct against the sky. He focused his eyes on the spot until all else blurred, counting the dots as they appeared for a moment, then disappeared down the near side of the ridge. He counted nine, then the saddle was empty again.

 

              He turned away, his face bleak and grim. Nine little dots against the sky; nine sweating, eager State police closing in for the kill. But they had been too eager, they had betrayed their nearness by not waiting for darkness to conceal them as they crossed the ridge. They should have restrained their impatience for a few minutes, then taken up the trail. They were fools. In their eagerness they had delayed the moment when they could crowd in with the lean bloodhound straining at its leash and anticipation glistening in their eyes.

 

              He hurried into the trees where the girl lay sleeping. She was lying as he had left her; the yellow hair tumbled about her shoulders and her breathing tired and slow.

 

              He shook her shoulder. "Time to go, Lorrine—they're coming."

 

              She came to her feet at once, her eyes wide-awake and alert. "How far?" she asked.

 

              "Not over a mile. They must have followed all day without a break."

 

              She brushed the leaves from her hair, trying to comb it with her fingers. The links of broken chain dangling from the manacles on her wrists tinkled metallically. "Still only four of them?" she asked, then ceased trying to comb her hair as she read the answer in his face. "Nine?"

 

              He nodded.

 

              "Then ... they've killed all the others, already. They didn't take any of them back alive."

 

              "They never do—not escaped Underground prisoners," he answered shortly. "We can't help the others, now—and our turn is next. Let's go!"

 

              She followed silently as he struck out through the shadowy woods. They came to an open field as darkness fell and a glow in the eastern sky heralded the rising of the full moon. He set as fast a pace as he dared, aware that the land days march had told on the girl more than she would admit but with the certainty in his mind that her only chance for survival this one more night lay in forcing her tired legs to carry her on, lengthening the distance between themselves and the snuffling bloodhound for so long as they could.

 

              They came to a creek as the moon lifted above the horizon, a creek running nearly at right angles to their own course. Its swift, shallow waters would erase their tracks and leave no scent for the hound and they splashed down it until it turned too far away from their own course.

 

              The countryside began to change after they left the creek, the shells of houses appearing in the distance. They came to a road and followed it. It came to a junction with a highway and they followed the highway, their footsteps sharp and quick on the broken pavement. The houses became more closely grouped together as they walked on, and when the moon had climbed halfway to the zenith they came to the outskirts of the city; the first broken and fallen walls.

 

 

 

              The girl's breath was coming hard, and she stumbled with increasing frequency as they hurried. He watched her without comment or softening of the bleak hardness of his face, but he called a halt when the first turn of the highway into the city hid them from the country behind. She dropped to the ground, her back against the concrete wall of the roofless shell beside the highway, the hard laboring of her lungs fast and desperate in the stillness.

 

              "We'll rest a while," he said. "You've about reached your limit, and I think we may have lost them for a few hours by taking to that creek."

 

              He moved out a little way from her, where he could watch back down the long ribbon of moonlit highway. It was clear, and he turned his attention to the short distance he could see into the city. Some of the buildings were almost untouched by the bombing, but there was no sign of any inhabitation; a thing to be expected with the population reduced to one third by the bacteriological warfare that had followed the bombing. The State found it best to concentrate the remaining population in the more industrially and agriculturally productive areas, both for greater production and for its more rigid control over them.

 

              He unslung the police carbine and laid it across his knees, making sure once again that the extra clip of cartridges was still in his pocket. Two cartridges left in the magazine, five in the clip. Seven shots and nine police. A regulation rifle would have been better with the vicious jut of its bayonet to rip at their guts when the rifle was empty, but beggars and Undergrounders can't be choosers. He had been lucky to get his hands on the carbine during the brief, wild turmoil of the escape.

 

              The girl's hard breathing died away as they rested and she smiled at him with a rueful shake of her head. "That was quite a pace you set. Walking is supposed to be healthful; in our case most decidedly so. But how long can we keep on with this forever running?"

 

              "Well—" he shrugged his shoulders. "We can run or we can take the alternative."

 

              She toyed with the chain on her wrist, staring unseeingly across the street. "Yes, we could take the alternative," she said. "The knife and the whip and the fist until they were satisfied we had told all we knew, and then the bullet. So—we keep running."

 

              "You could have had safety and the benevolent regard of the State," he remarked, watching her curiously. "Only volunteers are in the Underground."

 

              "Benevolent." Her lip curled with distaste.

 

              "How long have you been in the Underground?" he asked.

 

              "Three years."

 

              "Why did you join?"

 

              "For the same reasons you did, and everyone else—because humans should be more than helpless automatons obeying every whim of the State."

 

              "What was your job in the Underground?" he asked.

 

              "The State would say I was a propagandist—I prefer to think of myself as a teacher of the truth. This was once a great, free nation where a man could cross it from east to west, north to south, without question or interference. It was his country, and he was proud of it. He was proud, not afraid. His home was his own, inviolable, his family was his to care for and love. Children were taught to respect rights and decency, and to hate oppression and cruelty. People were proud and free—not humble and afraid as they are now. And, above all, there was a mutual trust and kindness between people, not the suspicion of each other and the indifference that the State tries so hard to sow.

 

              "Now, only the State is to be trusted or loved; the State is good and all else is evil. My job was to help show the lie of this, and to prove the lie of the State when it says that all was poverty and evil before the coming of the State; that only the great, benevolent State stands between the people and decadence and starvation. My job was to prove these lies were lies, and to show that people can be free again, to show them that no man has the right to dictate the lives of other men. And to show them that the State is not omnipotent; show then, and never let them forget, that the great all-powerful, all-wise State is one man, one scheming, bloated little ego-maniac. The older people know these things but they don't dare speak. The younger ones can be shown and, when they see, all will have a unity of purpose. All will have a common goal, freedom. The State will fall before their unity and people can once again be more than obedient sheep."

 

              Her eyes flashed with the intensity of her convictions and Throne smiled faintly. She saw it and demanded challengingly, "Is it funny?"

 

 

 

              Thorne continued to regard her with the faint, humorless smile. "Did you ever try to convince a herd of sheep that the only reason they were being taken from pasture to pasture was to condition them for the slaughter?"

 

              "People aren't sheep!" she retorted. "People are as fins as they once were. The older ones know, but they don't dare speak or the State will hear. The younger ones are the same, at heart—they don't know, they've never had the chance to know, but they will believe when they're shown."

 

              "So we of the Underground devote our lives to trying to show them until one of them informs the police, and wins the little gilded 'Loyal Citizen' medal."

 

              "You're judging them all by the few rats among them," she said coldly. "And the others—do you think they want those medals? When the lives of a man's family are at stake he has to talk. He doesn't want to—he doesn't want to tell the police what he knows of the Underground—but the life one Undergrounder can't balance against the lives of his family. So he has to tell what he knows, and he has to take the gilded medal. And he hates the thing—it's a badge of dishonor in the eyes of all but the State. He wants to throw it back in their faces and kill them. But he can't; he has to take it and let the shame and guilt of what he's done be with him the rest of his life."

 

              "I know," he answered, no longer smiling. "Some of them have no choice. I joined the Underground for the same reason you did, but a long time before you did. I felt as you do, at first, but as the years go by and we make so little progress against the State—well, it takes the fine edge off your hopes."

 

              "We're making progress," she insisted. "We can't expect to undo in a few years what was so long in the making. The last war was only the culmination of the leader's plans that they had laid years before. It gave them the complete emergency powers they needed to make our country into a State. They got a head start on us, but we'll become stronger as time goes by."

 

              "I hope so," he said, without conviction. "When I joined the Underground I believed as you do; I believed that people should, and could, be free. I hated the State and I believed that the people could be awakened to its murderous rottenness. Now, I'm not so sure about awakening the people, but I hate the State more than ever."

 

              "The people know what the State is—all the older ones and most of the younger ones. But they're afraid to speak against it, yet; the penalty is death for such treason against the State. And, if they escape to the Underground, the penalty will be inflicted on their families. But the State can't stamp out their wish to be friends with all others—it can't replace human sympathy and understanding with nothing but suspicion and distrust for each other. The human heart want' made to hold only hate—it was made to hold kindness and understanding for others, and all the guns and whips in the State can't change it. And, in the end, this will be what unites the people and the State will fall."

 

 

 

              Thorne smiled at her again, gently, as one might smile at a child. Her faith was her own, and not his to discourage. "Perhaps you're right," he said. "I hope so. And now—rest as best you can. We'll go on after a little while and we'll find some way to lose them before the night is over.

 

              He looked again up the road, listening and watching for the tiny black dots that would eventually come. It was silent and clear, so far as he could see, and he turned back to the girl, conscious of her state. She had not relaxed, but was sitting straight against the wall, watching him. She was toying with the chain on her wrist again, her jingling of it reflecting the troubled uncertainty on her face.

 

              "You'd better rest while you can," he advised again.

 

              "There's something I have to know, first," she said. "And a promise I want you to make. Do you really think we'll be able to lose them tonight?"

 

              "I think so," he lied without hesitation.

 

              "I think you're a liar," she replied calmly. "It's a good, white lie, but it's a lie. I've had a feeling all day that something was going to happen, and it keeps growing stronger. And I think you have, too ... I think you're as sure as I am that this will be the last lap of our little race."

 

              "Maybe so ... maybe not," he answered. "We can only try, and take what comes."

 

              "I know," she said. "I'm not crying or feeling sorry for myself. I knew, when I joined the Underground, that it might end like this. But this feeling keeps getting stronger and there's this promise I want you to make. I'm not afraid to die; not yet, anyway, and I don't think I'll be afraid when the end comes."

 

              In the face of her seriousness Thorne found he did not have the heart to belittle her fears with the shallow bluff of false optimism. And despite her words, it seemed to him she was just a little frightened. A voice from Omar came to his mind, unbidden, from where it had lain forgotten so long:

 

              And when the Angel of the darker Drink

              At last should find you by the river-brink

              And, offering his Cup, invite your Soul

              Forth to your Lips to Quaff—you shall not drink.

 

 

 

              "We won't' be the first, not the last, to die for what we think is right," she went on, "and I don't regret the kind of life I chose. I don't want to die, but I'm not afraid. And I know that others will carry on our work—I know my faith in people is true, that the good in people can never be destroyed. Only"—she paused as though searching for the right words—"there are different ways to die, and I don't want to die the police way. And there's an alternative to the alternative."

 

              "I know."

 

              "It would be better, wouldn't it?" she asked, her eyes on his. "You would rather take it, yourself, wouldn't you?"

 

              "I suppose so. It would be better than the other."

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